I am feeling like crying.
Why ? - I don't really know.
I just wish I can cry a lot.
People say crying is a sign of weakness. Am I weak ? maybe I am, maybe I am not, who cares but something within me is giving up, it wants to cry profusely. Something inside me is getting tired. Is it just an outlet or is this pain ? I don't know again.
If crying is a sign of weakness, isnt smiling a sign of strength. Well, then I presume I had been strong all along with smiles always but then is crying to myself a sign of weakness. Why do we not want to be weak.
What can I achieve if I am not weak ?
But inspite fo wanting to cry why is it so difficult to cry. Why am I trying to find the corner of the room and not finding it when I need it the most.
Why ..... everything starts and ends with Why for me .. Why is it so like this always ??
2 comments:
I personally feel that crying is just another emotion.. just another feeling! There's nothing wrong with crying when with self, or with people you trust / love.. I just think, that it's better not to reveal negative emotions in front of *just anyone* because people at times take advantage of that..
Negative emotions are not bad, they are just complementary to the positive ones.. both lose significance without each other. Once you are really sad, the next time you are happy - you can really enjoy that happiness! See it that way ;)
well in that context, I have revealed it in front of *just anyone* here itself.
Well, cry or not, my dilemma was that I wished to cry; I didn't know any specific reason Why? and neither was I able to CRY, the reason of which I could not fathom. Don't know probably have not found the faith to cry to myself. Crying to oneself is only I can afford, I dont want to bother others, why would anybody else take interest in my crying :)
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